【Sunday 26/12/2010】

之前我一直认为我假正经...
当我认识他们后...
我才见识到什么叫做假正经...
正面温柔...背面狂野...
最受不了那些人...
你们会不会害臊?
最不能认识这些人...

nearly new year...

nearly school day...

we had been start school on 3rd Jan...

i'm felt down and sad about that...

this year is the last year we studies...

after, we are go away...

next met may is future...

may when we death...

merely i could leave this school...

leave my studies...

could rest...

【Saturday 25/12/2010】

today i was falt so different...
why i feel that...
unhappy...alone...tired...
who was care...

Yes...yesterday i was happy...
but this were go over...
i happy when i were exchange gift...
chose gift...
but this all happy was a few second...

i not care anything was occur...

【Friday 24/12/2010】

Christmas eve...

today is Christams eve...
Bayu have had to hold a Fun Fair....
we are awake early...
when i'm arrived...
there had people...
the Fun Fair is start for 12.00p.m...
about 11.30a.m...they are started to play...

we had prepared gift of the scores...
had bear, etc...
had many gift...the bear most...
the point was high...
many people was change the bear...
Constance had change a brown bear...
i want a pink bear...
XP

about 8.00p.m...
i had join into the haunted house...
the effect was good...but I wasn't scared...
the lamp is dark...
sound effect good...the ghost was normal...

about 8.40 we are close...
the all teachers were go into the haunted house...
Ansond do the chief...
but after is change to me...
they are afraid...
however this is my second time...
but the falt still same...
normal...

after we are clear the room...
then go to bathe...
because we went go to Green Box...
lol...we had prepared present to exchange....

【Wednesday 22/12/2010】

today we are taken the text book...
about 7.40a.m. my father was carry me to gramdmother house...
i'm wait until 8.30a.m...
then i walk to school...

waliao...they haven't came...
i'm wait wait wait...
about 10 minutes ago...
Yong Jing was came...wahaha...
after that, They checkingtheir here...
if they came early...i was back early...
Pn.Chan was confuse...
because they are late came...
has people is 10.00a.m. came...
we came early...but still wait for they...
8.30a.m. until 10.00a.m.
a hour 30 minutes...

today i forgot was tuition BI...
i bring the BM book came...
Zzz...

【Tuesday 21/12/2010】

today Da is food poisoning again...
i alone am left...

Xiao Shi is come to help me...
she no have work...but she want try this...
they are crazy on play...
and the children always play me...

today the physices is doing exercises...
i scare the esay...
because want wrote many word...
i'm a lazy boy...
i not like to write...
but still went to wrote...

tomorrow is go to school take text book...
haizzz...no people can carry me...
due to i go to grandmother house early...
after maybe 8.30a.m...
i go to school take lo...

the Cristmas gift we haven't bought...
after 2 days we want to use...
lolrz

【Monday 20/12/2010】

today i don't have enough sleep...
because about 10.40a.m...
iynew called me...
she say Ms.william is to carry me...
i haven't arose...
only 15 minutes i could used...
when they arrived...i'm still having breakfast...
haizz...

today was a meetig...
about fun fair...
3 students form 3 people attend...
they don't know today have a meeting...
= =

today a kun abnormal...
hahaha...like a psycho...

Tat said MBO has sell the bears price is cheap...
when i'm arrived...
waliao...few people...
i'm looking for the booth...
i didn't see...
haizzz...waste my time...
fortunately sister not scold me^^

i want to buy Christmes presents...
time is not enough...
after three days is Christmas...

【Sunday 19/12/2010】

i hate sunday...
because no program...
i like a prisoner in the jail...

today, nothing happens...
i'm bored...
tomorrow we'll have a meeting...
is about the fun fair...
around 1p.m....
haizzz...i want the haunted house...
but...thay are gave form 3 students...
i want!!!!!!!
from now on...i hate them...
especially Windson...
i hate his...coppy my ideas...
jackal...foolish...useless people...

i tidy my room...
changed my room style...
hehe...now is 19th...
Another 12 days is the New Year...
i'm await the Christmas day come...
i want to collect my christmas present...
i thing it is not happening...
dispair is came again...

【Friday 17/12/2010】

today is the most happy i in Super...
because today i not have tuition...
just had working...

today i go to the ''棒棒营''...
i'm enjoy on the game...
today is draw the sea world used the fingerprint...
4.00p.m. actually is boring...
because they are children...
i could't play crazy...
i just slow slow...

5.30p.m is the senior class...
so that i can play more...
I am responsible for the group are all male...
so i'm pitiful you know...
they are teased me...(actually is me teased they)
hahaha...the all are 10 years old and 11 years old...
Zzz...because they are no same teacher...
so i pull they in...
wahaha...

today my cousin is helps we to wash my face...
now my face are pain and ugly....
because i have pimples...
T^T

【Wednesday 15/12/2010】

today was tuition BI and MM...
the home work i was done...
as i not worried...
but they always not have do homework...
so that...they is copy my answers...
haizzz...today MM was exam...
3 questions...3 graph...
waliao...today i was cold...
have a runny nose...
i can't bear...
i could do faster...
but finally...i finished...
i was a second people who was finished the exam...

tomorrow they was do an experiment...
it about the density cause the change on the shape...
due to we today was test the experiment...
we used the water colours and sugar...
first step...
use the different colour...
second step...
a colour pull into a empty cup...
third step...
the different cup,the different amount of sugar...
fourth step...
pull all the colour together...
(must slowly)


Successful product and failure



【Tuesday 14/12/2010】

today...
when i saw my face...
Oh my god...
my pimple is horrible...
i'm hate my face...
i not know what feeling when my friends saw my face...
what should i do???
Help...
i want set a table...
for my studies and the time for rest...
find a day i want to do a time table...
my friend recommend I use Sasa.
but those who maintain article expansive...
Zzz...my salary is just RM 100+...
those money not enough i used...
but Sasa product is good...
my cousin also recommended me to use...
to my skin...i must take good care of my skin...
before i don't care of my skin...
but now i regret it...

i still remember when i was little...
my skin was good....
but now it is adolescence,so would have had a lot pimple...
i want to youth don't pimples...
Wuwuwuwu...

【Monday 13/12/2010】

i'm antinomy...
i not know what should i do...
i not know want to continue my studies...
or go to Bayu work when i'm graduat...
i'm like chlidren...but i want choose the best job...
the wage of the office is less...
but now is the Technological Age...
so that i want to choose the technology major...

before i want to choose design...
because when i saw the beauty home...
i had a falt...i want to design a fashion special house...
my dream house will design by me^^
i have many idea...

Christmas is coming...
at the Christmas Eve...
Bayu Super have a Fun Fair...
we have join into the activity...
but after Fun Fair...
we will go to Neway to count down...
wahaha...
we are plan...we buy the present...
then we exchange...
the price must under RM 10...
i'm await the day come...

【Friday 10/12/2010】

today we had a activity for children...
they are go to KL...

today about 4.30a.m...
i'm awaked...i could't sleep...
because today is go to the KL play...

me in C bus...Mickey bus...
we had 3 buses...
bus A name was Doraemon...
bus B name was Winnie pooh...
the names are cute^^
this all is for children...
because they are young...

first we go to Shu Shi King...
we are learned how to make a Shu Shi...
the important recipe is the vinegar...
the vinegar of the shu shi had 5 advantages...
i) shining
ii) best for smell
iii) good for digestion
iv) sticky
v) sweet

they had taught us to do the Shu Shi...
some Shu Shi is nice...
i like to eat....
repeat is some only...
hehehe^^
still had many people are unlike to eat the Shu Shi...
we had Shu Shi to eat^^

this are the Shu Shi which we eat...













actually i not like to eat...
but i'm hengry...so that i just eat lo...

after making Shu Shi...we are go to petrosains...
when we are arrived...we still wait for the tickets...
in the petrosains...a teacher is look after 7 children...
why i still choose the naughty students....
lucky the are not gave me some problem...
i just always shout they...and found they...
i'm tired...
they are enjoy...i'm be vexed....
i scare they are less or another...
why i not want to choose the kid...
in the petrosains they are enjoy to playing...
but i not have play..T^T

next station is go to meadow to play kites...
we in the bus to eat the Mcdo...
when we are arrived...they are happy...
because can play kites...
i also had play^^
though i'm adult but i still is a child^^

this time trip i not had take photo...
because i'm busy to look after they...
i not have time to rest...
Zzz...but i still happy...
today tat and Xiao Shi is pain...

【Tuesday 7/12/2010】

today Xiao Shi had came to work...
i not know why she went came...
assistant has advantages...but still has disadvantage...
advantages were can playing with children...
assistant has many activity...
like trip, fun fair etc...
the children were called you teacher...

disadvantage is wages less...
must use many time on the bayu...
less time to do work and revision...

are you know why i want to read more...
because i want to find a higher wages' work...
my dream house must has a pool...
my house must is a freestanding semi-detached house...
my request is very high...
who does not want to?

the designer is can't development on Malaysia...
so i must change my major...
now was a technology world...
if i can take straight A on my physics i can take the major of teachnology...
so i must play up...
i can't give up...
my cousin were said...
if i take more A on my SPM result...
the gavernment was gave money to continue who studies...
i want go to foreign to continue my studies...
but...i think is too hard...
T^T

【sunday 5/12/2010】

today my cousin is came...
she was a Highfalutin...
haizzz...i can't bear her...

today my sister is bring me to JJ to buy book...
today was a good harvest...
i had bought many book...
price of the all book is RM 90.00...
but i had register a menber...
so that had 10% discount...
i just went to pay RM 78 only...

i had bought many book...
chemisty,physes and sejarah...
chemisty and physes i bought a revision and a execise book...
sejarah i had bought a execise book and the essay revision...
if the book can take into the examination hall...
my sejarah must take straight A...

【Friday 3/12/2010】

today i had to tuition from 4 p.m until 10.00p.m...
before i'm fear due to i had to continue...
but the tuition is like some normal...
4 hour 30 minutes are tuition...
we had 1 hour half to rest...

today i had learn many words of BI and BM...
so today is not a bad day...
i not knon how could i take a good result...

【Thursday 2/12/2010】

today she had give us present...
this is she gave me...
this is too beautiful...
i won't use...









today me.eng is went me and Wen yi go to find her...
to interview the counter...
but i not want to do...
started for my do assistant...
i'm not rare to do on the counter...
counter is busy in every time...
i not want to do...
batter than i do class assistant...

tomorrow is tuition BI and BM...
on friday we are not have any tuition...
but now teachers is extra gave us...
start form 4p.m until 10p.m...
waliao...6 hour tuition...
one hour rest...
this time we can make god...

【Tuesday 30/11/2010】

today had meeting...
the last meeting...
because Ms.Wen will e leave...
so that Ms.Yen will take over duties...

today she is announced...
but no have people is sad...
i thought they already knew...

the new assistants are passive...
they are less chat with us...
i thought they are new...
before i same with them...
maybe last week Ms.Eng will chose the new assistant for Form 3...
we are lucky...because we are form 5...
no need to scare about the people who be selected...

【Monday 29/11/2010】

today...Xiang is came back to my house...
Xiang's grandmother was ill...
so my mother is helps look after Xiang...

today i not have work...
so i can play with his...
i'm admire for the baby...
they are not falt fatigued...
always went to play...
he stamina is came for where???
i felt fatigued already...
but he still have energy...
sometime you must admit aged...

we are beat our's brains to let he sleep...
but he still plays...
the cradle had broken...
he was fall down on the floor...
he cries, i laugh...

after, i go to watch movie from PPS...
he is follow...stealthily he was sleep...
finally he is sleeping...
we can rest le~

tomorrow has meeting on 12.00p.m...
i hate meeting...
because tomorrow is the last day for Ms.Wen...
i not know i want to do what to her...
Haizzz...not i'm not care...if i care about this...
You'll be reluctant to leave...
Sorry...

【Sunday 28/11/2010】

today i'm watch movie to spend this bored day...

tomorrow my mun want help my cousin to cook...
so my cousin today is taken the material came...
today i had go to grandmother house...
i taken my homework to do...

i had questions for chemistry...
i will found a day to ask Mr.william...
i think Xiao Shi still confuse...

i'm waiting wednesday coming...
because i can gave the star to him...
i have ask teacher...
when they are finish the holiday work...
i can give they star^^

i must focus on my's studies...

【Saturday 27/11/2010】

undergo yesterday lesson...
i falt too bad...
i hate this people...

constance is asked me to KL...
but i not have money le T^T
the job i'm working...
the salary is less...
i not have extra money to use...
i want to change job...
but the job i'm like...
as i can learn more about the efficiency...
i can play with the children...i like they are call me teacher^^

now is near chinese new year...
i want to buy the clothes...
i had seen a clothe in R20...
the clothe is long sleeve...
i'm like the shirt...
the price is about RM 36...
the price is cheap...but i can't buy...

start form january...
i will cut my internet...
avantage i) save money
               ii) the year i have exam SPM...i must focus my's studies...

how long i not have go to JJ with your???
now you all have work...
just me alone...
when we can together shopping??
go to cinema(not now)...
chat together...
kid together...
this all will is a part of my memories...

【Friday 26/11/2010】

a black friday...

today Mr.William is late come to fetch me...
because he yesterday was sleep at 5a.m...
so today about 11.00 i'm go to Bayu...

we had go to JJ to eat lunch...
we are eat Mcd...
is nice o...
how long i did't ate Mcd...

after we went to found Jason...
but they was go to PC fair...
they was bought a handfree...
a cool handfree...
the picture is bones...
the price is RM19.90...
a word to describe it ''Cool''...

today they are saw the movie of dinosaurs...
i sit behind Chi Xiang...
he just likes my son...
i'm like he la....
he is cute...i like to knead his face....
i had take he's number...

today we are meeting...
we are chat about the shortcomings of assistants...
after she leave,who continue the meeting...

today was a last day for Ms.Wen working...
so we are went go to KL...
but when she is fatch me,when i finish bathe...
worst way to mess up was happen...
she drive wrong way...
the car is sank into the mud...
we are knew she was angry...
because the car......
but Shu Ping is always blame herself...
haizzz...happen this is who went???
after we are called Mr.William and Ms.Eng bf^^
finially i had seen he^^

after Me,Ms.Wen,Shu Ping and Ms.Eng bf go to eat...
Ms.Eng bf is a funny, humorous guy...
he is handsome...
we did't felt bored...
we are chat until the shop is went to closed...
more thing we are chat...
we are funny...
he is come for Johor...
Zzz...

【Thursday 25/11/2010】

tomorrow i want wake up early...
because i want go to the ''棒棒营''

today is a normal day...
nothing happen...

after we have a new member...
is Xiao Shi...
i'm not support she came to work...
because this job is not suitable for her...

【Wednesday 24/11/2010】

finially today i'm finish my work...
but i had heard about Ms.Wen...
this month is the last month her work...
Wa...why still continue had teacher leave???
the old leave...the new come...
haizzz...sad...

tomorrow had chemistry...
i had go^^
now on the SPM i have taken 9 subject...
BM,BI,Sej,Moral,MM,Art,Account,Physics,Chemistry...
if teacher can gave la...
i also want to take Science...
because i had faith i can take B...
hehehe...

on the subjects...
who like to the history???
i think...maybe is less people like...
i hate history...still must remember many thing...
the year,the name and other...
why they can take A on the result???
i want to pick someone’s brains...
on my mind...
someone take 'A' on the SPM who is god...
this subject is too hard...

【Tuesday 23/11/2010】

today i had go to physics class...
the atmosphere are weird...
i'm confuesd...
because they are started...
i just is a midway inserted...
however i had connect a litter line^^

When i'm kidding, he/she regard you as a true...
When i'm serious, he/she think you kidding...
i hate this people...
so started for now...
i will't kidding again...
i'm not care about my job...
because i want to leave...


my internet maybe will cut...
because my mun is can't afford...
i always thinking...
should i leave???
maybe i will stop tuiton...
my home is poor...not like some a rich family...


i'm thought...
my mun is not care about our studies...
so on Form 1 until Form 3 i always plays...
when i Form 4...
finally i knew...
is not my mun not care...
this is because my mun is not want gave me the stress....
i'm a last son...
i knew what mun thought...
when she get my report card...
i'm taken second place...
my mun is glad...
she always propagandize about my result...
on she eyes...i know she is care about my studies...

【Monday 22/11/2010】

should i give up???
i'm not easy to get it...
if i give up this...
i will regret a life i get...
this is too difficult...
never has people is favour me...
i still vacillatingly...
when i start...it is can't stop...
now i have to take the first step...
i still alone...
why i be a humen???
i'm waiting the end of the world coming...

stress is came for own...
but in my life only the stress can gave me a success...
What I need is supports rather than ego...

the way we have is too long...
who can measure???
i learn more is about my future...
i had thought about my future...
which work i will choose...
which way i should choose...

i had a good news...
i will go to KL science station...
before i just thought i will stay on the bayu...
now i can go to the trip^^

【Sunday 21/11/2010】

today i'm go to the Sungai Chua...
there had a seminar for saaiatant...
Ms.Eng had 5 tickets only...
A few people are go to...

today i'm learned more...
i'm very had this chance to go to the seminar...
i had take more the card...
had many content...

亏 VS 赚

现在我亏我的时间...
将来我会赚到我的幸福...

正面&负面

凡是都有双面...
只是看你以那方面来面对...
面对挫折都必须用正面来面对...

问题=财富
时间=健康

人生最大的悲哀,莫过于你花了一辈子的时间去钓一条鱼,最后才发现这条鱼并不是自己想要的...

actually is had more...
i just wrote a few...
because another is about the system...

now i'm student...
i can't use my heart in two place...
so i just want to focus on my studies...
i'm sorry...
when i'm refuse you...
your heart is break...
my heart is stop...

【Friday 19/11/2010】

yesterday i'm afraid...
because Xiao Shi is wants found teacher who In charge....
she wants to talks about the Physical and Chemical...
except this...
friday is take report card...
Zzzz...

yesterday...
they are playing the crazy game...
i had partook on the game...
we are crazy on the game...
i'm verry verry verry tired...

today m cousin is fetch me go to school...
i'm taken 2rd^^
i had two ''A''
math and science...
science is A -

after we are go to found pn.citi...
she say we can take the physical and chemical...
but she want to see our result...
i will try my best...

today i absent for JJ...
no body can fetch me back...
so i not want to go...

【Wednesday 17/11/2010】

i had a new phone^^
i-phone...
wahahaha...
but the phone is not me...
i were borrow with Xiao Shi...
hehehe..
the phone is battery low...
she forgot to bring the charger...
yo...i can't used long...
never mind la...
she will be bring on yesterday...

today ms.eng is absent...
she leave a week...
i not know what happen...
but this will be okay...
today is Ms.Jing taught...
after is a small test...
today is taught form 5 chapter 2...
graph II...
this has many formula...
i hate formula...

after tuition...
we are go to the pasar malam...
i were in pies leaflet...
haizzz...i hate this job...
the people was not manners...
some is not went to listen...
some is throw...
some is accept...
haizzz....

Ms.Wen...
are you see the book????
i already wrote on the book...
i will leave anytime...

【Tuesday 16/11/2010】

today is working...
they are holiday so not have homework...
haizzz...
not know want to let the do what...
noise noise noise...
i not like to scold people...
they were always maked me angry...

today was rain...
waliao...had flooded lo...
the students always say...
me and tat is go down to ji po...
wahaha...
the students are enjoy and play the water...
because is flooded...
so many car was not went to drive in...

today i help Ms.Ying to type the BI essay...
4 essay...
i just finished 2 1/2 only...
3 hours...i'm so slow...

tomorrow i will go to pasar malam...
why go there???
shopping???
not...i'm in pies leaflet...
many people is go to pasar malam...
but tomorrow want wear what shirt???
assistant's shirt...or normal shirt???
i not want to wear assistant's shirt...
i want to wear normal shirt...

now Xiao Pei is stoped...
after is me want to stoped^^
i want to leave...
now is more assistant...
but this is new...
I can't trust of up to them...
they still young...
not has any experience....

【Monday 15/11/2010】

today i in pies leaflet on Lumu...
today is monday...
had weekly meeting and near holiday...
so that many people is absent...
about 10 minutes the school are nobody...
after we go to ''青年''...
but the leaflets had remain...

today were tuition Science and Sej...
Sej had new student...
welcome to our tuition centra^^

today i saw the ''魔王的奶爸''
this book is very funny...
i thought now i were a Igawa rebounds...

【Saturday 14/11/2010】

today i'm tired...
because yesterday about 4.00a.m i sleep...
today about 2p.m i wake up...

today is a boring day...
i did't had anything to do...

before sunday i will go out...
but now...they are working...
if i go...i will go to popular...
but they are unlike to...
so what should i do...
i just can go out with Xiao Shi they le...
because they same like me...
so i did't have bored...

today i saw the comic book...
in the computer...
now i started like to see ''Naruto'' and ''妖精的尾巴''
this two book is nice...

the disk for windson...
i havent watch...
i must watch fast...
Coh Kai is wants to borrows...
Zzz...

【Saturday 13/11/2010】

today i not had go anywhere on the aftermoon...
because i not had more money...

about 6 o'clock...
Ms.Willam is called me...
he ask me wants go to ate Self-service hotpot...
before i not want go...
but after i also go...
My cousin is gave me RM 50 to used...
Thanks...

we are crazy on the Self-service hotpot...
we had ate more sea foods, meat...
but i unlike a people go...
he so noise and not manners...
i hate he...

after we are go to JJ...
don't know how long I didn't come...
i not knew they want go to cinema...
haizzz...we had watch ''skylive'' on 10.30...
the story is about the alien came to earth...
but the ending is so bored...
not had point...
and the room is so cool...

i had register a member card for popular...
finilly i had my own card^^
i not need to borrow other people card...
hehe...

next time i will came again on friday...
because i have take my report card...
after that we go to JJ again^^

【Friday 12/11/2010】

today i'm depressed...
i not know want to do what...
maybe after or before Chinese New Year i will leave...
this is my decide...

i not want to gave more people know...
because they will always ask me...
but if i leave i scare i can't follow my's studies...
what i should do...

today i'm hesitate...
because i will leave...
so may i take the photo with the kid...
make a memorials...
but i thought this were difficult...

just have the kid can make me smile...

【Thursday 11/11/2010】

today is the last day we are school...
so we are prepare the celebration...

today they had bring many foods came...
we had take many photos...
but the all teaches were we invited who came some...
Sej teacher and SN teacher are came late...
because they had meeting...

the foods are we prepare...



we are enjoy the celebration...

my moral teacher is want me to speech...

I could't thought suddenly...

so i let khriuddin to speech...

19/11/2010 is wants to take report kard...

after report kard they will be go to JJ...

but i not have money...

Xiao Shi will call her father or mother to found principal...

she asks me how...

haizzz...i not know la...

don't noise me...

now i'm face the problems ,which i can't solve...

maybe i will stoped my tuition...

because my mun is not have more money to me...

i must save the pay expenses...

actully when i'm tuition...

i not have a day was happy...

why???

before i'm thought i happay to face the all broblem...

but the problem is keep up with me...

naver leave...

this times...

the from 3 students is about 6 people join the assistants...

so i will leave at any time...

but i like the kid...

they are innocent and pure...

if i leave...i will never forgotten the smiles the face...