【Monday 7/03/2011】

what happen for me?
why i suddenly felt down...
why i sudeenly losing consciousness...
why i suddenly brain blank...
why...i not know what happen to me...
spelling all wrong...
a simple word i had forgotten...
is this called side effects...
for what...now i have problem of Emotion Management....
my emotion ups and downs...
haiz...why cause it...
well maybe is melancholia...
though i happy all of time...
but...some time i still have negative emotion...
before i had to control my emotion...
but now...my emotion are controls back me...

now my eyes want to close la...

【Sunday 6/03/2011】

today is the day which i hate...
the P.Seni pictures i haven't print...
i had asked my friend to help me print...
before i had thought his will not help us to print...
2 days is past...me thinks his would help us...
so i did't prepare anything...
i just help his to seachs picture...
however today his sent a message to me...
he can't help me to print it...
the reason is the printer without ink...
wakao...why not said early...
how i go to born it...
i had go to asked my other friends...
they also did't have printer...
i am most angry is that he didn't tell me beforehand...
this is called friend??
if like this i did't need anyfriend...

in the world...
who were a friend...
who care about you...
nobody...
Originally I have been watching the wrong person...
I start to his antipathy...

I have always been despise...
like a foolish bullied...
I'm tired of this world...
Tired of watching people glances...

i know my value...
just under than your value...
my life without happyness...without money...
without a reliable friends...
this were call life?
I ask not much...
i just want a home...
a real home which a happyness....
is this were call life?
why somebody not need to worry money...
why somebody always worry not have enough money to use...
this were call fair in the world?
toffs have people respect...
paupers is have discriminate...
this i call fair?