today i'm depressed...
i not know want to do what...
maybe after or before Chinese New Year i will leave...
this is my decide...
i not want to gave more people know...
because they will always ask me...
but if i leave i scare i can't follow my's studies...
what i should do...
today i'm hesitate...
because i will leave...
so may i take the photo with the kid...
make a memorials...
but i thought this were difficult...
just have the kid can make me smile...
