朋友啊...
真心的对待一个朋友...
不一定他们都会感受到...


以前一起有说有笑...
现在就为了毕业旅行的事情吵到天翻地覆...
我是局外人...没资格批评是谁对谁错...
当是两年的友谊不是盖得...
或许是我们太自私了...从来没有站在别人的立场想过...
朋友耍奸招...我们又能怎样...
我真的搞不懂...为何当初不要问清楚才决定...
为何非得要把事情闹大了才推掉...

你们这还叫是朋友吗??
一开口就爆粗...
只是写一个status罢了...
就说我们在博同情...拿友情出来说...
妈的...我可是没有踩到你的尾巴咯...
还说我们丢你的脸...
呸...认识到我们是你修来的福气咯...
倒不如说我们倒霉...认识到你...
你看到我们时不用掉头走...
因为...我们自己会调头...


说话有必要说到酱毒吗....
说真的...我还以为没人比得过黑曼巴蛇来的毒...
你们更毒咯...
我真的看不下去...
想要帮你们...可是就有心无力...
心淡了...

妈的...
我没踩到你的尾巴咯...
好心...我们没有串通好吗...

不是我不想去...是我不能去...
我家境比不上你家...
我嘴巴没有金钥匙...
也没有这种命...
我认命啊...
至少我不会败家...

原本今天是喜事连连的...
气氛全都被你给打岔了...

F**K

January i will go to National Service for the three months... 
in this few days...i just clean my room up...
prepare my further path...


my new bookrack just set up yesterday...
but my book still lack...
all the lattices with my presents and artworks...


i still hesitate...
should i  make-up text??
i'm no be confidence about it...
but those subject i want to challenge...
Biology, Physics, Chemistry and Add-Math...
those subjects are difficult...
this about my future...
my happiness...blessedness....

Sistem Semakan Penempatan Pelatih PLKN

Kumpulan 1 Siri 9/2012

	NAMA	:	TAN POH ANN
	NO. KAD PENGENALAN	:	--
	KUMPULAN	:	1
	PUSAT BERKUMPUL	:	STADIUM SHAH ALAM (TEMPAT LETAK KERETA W1-W4)
	NEGERI PUSAT BERKUMPUL	:	SELANGOR
	NAMA KEM	:	KEM PLKN PAYA INDAH, KUALA LANGAT, SELANGOR
	ALAMAT KEM	:	KG TANJONG DUA BELAS
			OFF KM 5
			JALAN DENGKIL-BANTING
	POSKOD KEM	:	43800
	BANDAR KEM	:	KUALA LANGAT
	NEGERI KEM	:	SELANGOR
	TARIKH LAPOR	:	01-JAN-2012
	MASA LAPOR	:	9:30 PAGI
	NPP	:
	CATATAN	:

HAKCIPTA TERPELIHARA © 2011 JABATAN LATIHAN KHIDMAT NEGARA

thursday is exam art...
now i just prepare...
which questions are easy?

the most i like is about the natural...
but how to draw a tree with watercolor?
i feel myself so stupid...
even useless...timid...

my dream was gone...
my life was destroy...

i knew that...diligent is the way for success...
but i'm sluggish and negligent...
these character will lead to defeated...

the whole thing i not know...
society, studies, even interpersonal.
i am the loser in these...
i just a bellyfat in the world...

马天宇 - 亲爱的你在哪里

马天宇 - 亲爱的你在哪里

忘了回头的原因
我的爱陷在绝境
你离去如别样情
种种一印记
曾经给我的笑容
都融在这房间里
人去楼空的伤城
一个人追忆
爱你的心
却成了最傻的武器
无处可躲迎着悲伤夜袭
亲爱的，你在哪里
我的思念蔓延到天际
就要推开四壁
我没选择坚持得想你
亲爱的，你在哪里
压抑的心没你的空气
让我快要窒息
却无处可去

爱你的心
却成了最傻的武器
无处可躲迎着悲伤夜袭
亲爱的，你在哪里
我的思念蔓延到天际
就要推开四壁

我没选择坚持得想你
亲爱的，你在哪里
压抑的心没你的空气
让我快要窒息
我却无处可去
亲爱的，你在哪里
我的思念蔓延到天际

就要推开四壁
我没选择坚持得想你
亲爱的，你在哪里
压抑的心没你的空气
让我快要窒息
我却无处可去

亲爱的我还爱你
我会依然在这里等你
现在哭也愿意
我依然没有悔意

【Saturday 29/10/2011】

today i was sick...

after tuition i was felt ill...

but they bought the movie ticket already...

additional thing make me in bad temper...

i really want to be a spoilsport...

but i still came with the sick...

''You Are The Apple of My Eye''

the movie and the theme music...

that make me having some special feel...

when i saw the movie...

the sweet memories were came out repeatedly...

the crazy thing that we had made together...

i have many felling when i watching that movie...

this movie is the second movie which i feel touch...

i am a  people who affectionate...

some time i would feel that...am i a stupid guy?

my sentiment is complicating...

i never get a correct answer...

the theme song...i always hear...

my humor was blend in the theme song...

abstract, the song as a magic...it narrating the feeling of the teenager...

親愛的我多麼幸運 人海中能夠遇見你
親愛的我多麼盼望 每一天在這裡永遠永遠有家的感覺
親愛的我多麼幸運 人海中能夠遇見你
親愛的我多麼盼望 每一天在這裡和你分享家的感覺

that song is 人海中遇見你 sing by 林育群

it is the interlude songs in the movie...

it was also tough me...

but i will not be the lucky guy like the guy in the lyric...

now is the time...

start from now...

in the second....

i will lean to live...

a life without you...

without any memories...

那些年 - 胡夏

那些年，我们一起追的女孩 - 那些年(胡夏)

那些年，我们一起追的女孩电影主题曲

作曲：木村充利

填词：九把刀

又回到最初的起点

记忆中你青涩的脸

我们终于来到了这一天

桌垫下的老照片

无数回忆连结

今天男孩要赴女孩最后的约

又回到最初的起点

呆呆地站在镜子前

笨拙系上红色领带的结

将头发梳成大人模样

穿上一身帅气西装

等会儿见你一定比想像美

好想再回到那些年的时光

回到教室座位前后　故意讨你温柔的骂

黑板上排列组合　你舍得解开吗

谁与谁坐他又爱着她

那些年错过的大雨

那些年错过的爱情

好想拥抱你　拥抱错过的勇气

曾经想征服全世界

到最后回首才发现

这世界滴滴点点全部都是你

那些年错过的大雨

那些年错过的爱情

好想告诉你　告诉你我没有忘记

那天晚上满天星星

平行时空下的约定

再一次相遇我会紧紧抱着你

紧紧抱着你

【Thursday 27/10/2011】

what would you do when your are unhappy ?
some people may say i will eat more and more...
they may say write the blog...


Francis Bacon was said that 'If you tell your joy to a friend, you will get two happy and if you put the sorrow to a friend about it, you will be points off half of sorrow'

弗兰西斯·培根曰

如果你把快乐告诉一个朋友,你会得到两个快乐,如果你把悲伤的一位朋友的时候,你就会分掉一半的悲哀'

but now...i am facing the stress...
the stress always be heavy day and night...without stop
a whole day...a whole night...
the sky as my emotion...
a sunny day..suddenly changes to storm...
need a long time to recover...


some time i would think...
why i be human?
in nowadays society...without knowledge, without chance...
today you spent your time with the negative...
tomorrow your will cry and chase the times...


the parents would ask...how many 'A' was taken by your son or daughter?
you know that fell...
even you take a great result...
parents will compare the result...


even you are the first in classes...
but you are not the top in school...
even you feel not enough...
but your friends would call you abnormal...
even you want to rush...
but your friends will ask you to rest...

we can spell success without 'U'

SMK TENGKU AMPUAN JEMAAH

ANALISA KEPUTUSAN UJIAN & PEPERIKSAAN BAGI TAHUN 2011

Nama	:	TAN POH ANN	Tingkatan	:	T5 5A3
No. KP	:	94092410****	Jantina	:	LELAKI

Bil	Mata Pelajaran	PEPERIKSAAN PERTENGAHAN TAHUN		PEPERIKSAAN PERCUBAAN SPM
		Markah	Gred	Markah	Gred
1.	BAHASA INGGERIS	61	C+	71	B+
2.	BAHASA MELAYU	37	G	58	C
3.	MATEMATIK	92	A+	87	A
4.	PRINSIP AKAUN	87	A	80	A
5.	PENDIDIKAN JASMANI & KESIHATAN	45	D	65	B
6.	PENDIDIKAN MORAL	61	C+	80	A
7.	PENDIDIKAN SENI VISUAL	49	D	32	G
8.	SEJARAH	63	C+	60	C+
9.	SIVIK DAN KEWARGANEGARAAN	68	B	91	A+
10.	SAINS	54	C	62	C+
KDT		31 / 391		33 / 391
KDK		1 / 32		1 / 32
PERATUS		65		66.25

My result...

so touch-full...

my results were gain...

wahaha...

compare with the result on Form 3 is more different...


i still remember...
my from 3 result except MM and BI...
other is take E
E = failed
now...all pass already...
i feel so glad...

finally the trial exam had finished...
yahoo~~today tuition cancel...
erm...oh yeah...
a whole afternoon was state in sleeping...
wakakaka...Sister was go to Kajang...

tonight the computer is my one^^

today i was busy...
when i open my fb...
my friend was came and chat with me
a form 4 friend...a classmate...a long time no see friends
beside that...my phone also busy...
busy sent messages...

yesterday i was jogging, cycling, and swimming...
Jimmy, Empty, Kelvin, KL, Alvin, Clarence, Constance, Abel, Sushi, Iris, and me...
we were early waked up and arrived there about 7.00a.m.
we started jogging...i only ran a round...
as i have not motor cell...
in the half round...i have been breathe heavily...
but Jimmy and Empty were ran again...
haiz...they were school teams...


Iris was suggested to play badminton...
but i really not have motor cell la...
so i just cycling...


9 o'clock already...
the swimming pool is start doing business...
i was wet...so i go to swimming as fast as...
they still haven't came...


Constance does not put on swimwear...
so that avoided drifting...she didn't swim...
after the guard checking, she was swimming...
Yong Kun and TK were come...
i'm okay...but i not know how about the girls...


we have met the amentia...
we didn't knew...after the president was said to us...
do us discriminate them?
they also is human...






Mcdonald's we are coming....
1 set of GCB...about 8 people were order...
yummy....this time is my first time ate the GCB burger...
soooooooo...delicious...




tuition arh...
IPAQ and SUPER...
two place lo...
6 hours tuition and 5 hours exercise...
without exercise i will bear...
but now....




IPAQ - Sejarah [history]
SUPER - Akaun [account]
              - BM [Malaysia language]
              - Sejarah [history]

【Wednesday 31/08/2011】

Monday i was went to Sunway Pyramid...
that day i was wake up in 7.00a.m.
Clarence came to fetch me...
i haven't done...
Clarence not knew the way to the railway station...
囧rz...


Empty was took next turn...
as he want to wait Jimmy...
大牌gia...


the girls were in the women box...
so that we were separated...
but when i used handfree...i still hear their sound...
waliao...so fearful...
about nine station we were pass...
we get off in subang jaya...
after we still want to took mini bus to Sunway Pyramid...
as the bus is mini size...
so some of us were stood...
but they always talking...did't stop awhile...
i was really give up...
haiz...women are a chatter box...


we were early arrived...
when the girls were went to toilet...
wakao...we still heard their sound in the toilet...
wa...in the railway, bus and toilet they also talking...
their sound was loud...
haiz...


okay...we shopping later 11.00 a.m. red box met...
Jason, Alvin, Kai, Clarence and me went to play bowling...
i did't play...as i not knew how to play...
oi...time's up...
went red box le...
we have two guard to direct the ways...


the room so beautiful....

like the bar...
i like it...it has stage^^

i always sang on the stage...

happy birthday to you all...
we were play so crazy...
cream...firecracker...
but after all we clean...

she always sang...whatever the cream was on his hair...
hahahas...play the cream was me suggested...
we always fool with the birthday guys....
but we all were get cream...

we were lack a picture for us...




after we went to the Restaurant Toilet Concept...

the chair is made out of closestool...
wa...it is nice and beautiful lo...

shit....hahaha...it is a chocolate...
the flavour is nice...XD
next time bring mummy come to eat^^


when we had been order...
Doraemon was come with her boyfriend...
FUCK...why she like that...we did't invite you lo...
how thick for your face??
make up like the ghost of Halloween...


i want skating...
so nice la...
but i not know how to skate...
i always studies...
hard la...i know how to walk...but not know how to skate...
teach me le....T^T
i was saw...skating is so beautiful....
but i was fell down 3 times...
if fall down...so difficult to stand up...
i still remember...Abel was come to help me...
but i still pushed over him...
so sorry...XD

【Saturday 13/08/2011】

how many day i did't have upload my blog??
haha...i think have few month...


my cousin is come to stay with us...
Fuck...only know to play computer...
why want to give birth to a child...

【Saturday 23/07/2011】

do you have any regret thing?
i was thinking the question...
have...actual no...
not has...actual have...
may they will ask...
but if you think wisely...
the regret thing has happen?
no...


regret is a excuse...
that is a excuse that you can evade...
if you reject the above thing...
you think...
does the regret thing happen??


when you are face some problem or hesitate...
you will select to evade...
that will cause regret...

我们是最烂的一班！

我们是最烂的一班！

 喜欢说话，喜欢写字，认为世界是美丽的大花园。相信天才不是天生，而是可以栽培的。只要努力，人人都可以成为天才。

前些日子到一所中学去给同学们演讲，碍于场地不大，同学们于是根据班级分批前来。最后一场讲座，一般上是校内最容易被忽略，却又经常引起大家注意的班级。我照例询问大家的班级，冷不防，一个学生喊道：“我们是最烂的一班！”我愣了一下，问道：“这是你自己认为的，还是谁告诉你的？”

“校长和老师都这样说啦！”、“父母也有这样说啊！”他们七嘴八舌地回答。

我的心沉了下来。“那你自己呢？你自己觉得呢？”我问他，再转向大家问道：“你们呢？你们都怎样看自己呢？”现场一片沉默……

让我说个故事吧！

从前有个大文豪，名叫苏东坡。有一天，他去拜访一个大师。他和大师面对面打坐。半天以后，他对大师说：大师啊，我看您的坐像，就像一坨屎呢！大师微笑地回答他说：施主啊，我看您却像一尊佛呢！苏东坡听了很开心，回家向他的妹妹说起这件事，脸上还沾沾自喜。殊不知，他妹妹听了哈哈大笑说：老哥啊，大师心中有佛，看你也就看到了佛般；而你呢，心中一坨屎，当然看别人就像一坨屎啦！

亲爱的同学们，先不管别人怎么看我们？我们心中如何想，就会成就怎样的我们。我们常说“相由心生”，其实也在强调这一点。

再说一个故事吧！

有一个人失业了很久，到一家公司去面试工作。面试他的老板问他有没有电邮地址？他摇摇头表示没有。对方很瞧不起地说道：“我们公司里连清洗厕所的员工都有电邮地址呢！”很显然，他并没有得到工作。他默默离开那地方。就在他思考自己潦倒失意的生活时，碰巧遇见有人在卖马铃薯。他脑袋一转，买了一大袋的马铃薯。他到底打算做什么呢？莫非是用马铃薯去找那个奚落他的老板，然后用马铃薯丢他泄愤？

不是的，转念只在一线之间。他将马铃薯进行处理，炸成薯条，架起小摊子摆卖起来。小小生意，赚了一点钱，他不只是卖炸薯条了，他同时也炸香蕉饼、鸡翼等零食。日子虽然苦，但毕竟是凭自己的劳力换回了收获。很多很多年以后，他逐渐从一个摆摊子的小贩，成为一个拥有店面的老板，到成为一个拥有多所连锁快餐店的董事经理。

他回想自己的一生，突然觉得当年没有电邮地址，并不见得是耻辱。毕竟那时候的他，如果拥有电邮地址，可能就会成为清洗厕所的员工！根本不可能会成为今天家财万贯的董事经理。

亲爱的同学们，故事说到这里，有没有发现人类的脑袋很奇怪？一念之间，很有可能会改写人的一生！今天的你，抱着怎样的心态去面对自己和你周围的人？你了解自己的兴趣和能力吗？当你的功课“满江红”，你感觉大家都看不起你的时候，你怎样看待自己呢？你是否了解自己功课“满江红”的原因？是因为你根基没有打好，学习障碍愈积愈多？还是因为你其实并不适合注重理论的学术教育，而倾向于注重实务训练的技职教育呢？不管是什么原因，找出来，面对它，然后解决它！不管别人怎样看待你，最重要的是你怎么看待你自己。

你的心想什么，你就会成为什么。你的态度、观念正确，你依然有美好的明天。谁是最烂的一班？答案由你（们）自己决定。

亲爱的同学们，祝你们成为最灿烂的一班，拥有最灿烂的青春年华！

重 伤

就让记忆回到那天的 那个梦

再活一遍那段过去的 两分钟

一个人低头 一个人祈求 太空洞

我还不相信 我不相信 连梦都是空

爱那么伤 伤那么重 

我不想 我不懂

天那么蓝 心那么痛 我承受

你那么走 走那么久 

走遍放纵的自由

梦那么长 手那么空 谁在乎

你会不会放下这负累 自由飞

走了不要追 周围呼吸都不对 无所谓

一个人低头 一个祈求 太沉重

我还要答案 我还要习惯 好困难

爱那么伤 那么久 我不懂

心那么冷那么痛 我承受

【Monday 18/07/2011】

the gift arh...
as the car in the shaking...
so that, my painted sand was chaos....
FUCK...want to do it again...


sometime...i was asked myself...
why you be here?
in order life for what?
i have a dream...
i want to buy down a house...
the house is has KTV room, cinema room, etc...
i know i'm greed...
but this was the reason why i want to read more book...


in the society, a large number of occupation for you to choose...
which job you are have interest?
do you have the qualification??
now i'm sluggish to make more friends...
i tiredness...
i scare i will change my sexual orientation...
as now i didn't have any interest for female...
straight → homosexual...
^$@$@#%