【Saturday 23/07/2011】

do you have any regret thing?
i was thinking the question...
have...actual no...
not has...actual have...
may they will ask...
but if you think wisely...
the regret thing has happen?
no...


regret is a excuse...
that is a excuse that you can evade...
if you reject the above thing...
you think...
does the regret thing happen??


when you are face some problem or hesitate...
you will select to evade...
that will cause regret...

我们是最烂的一班！

我们是最烂的一班！

 喜欢说话，喜欢写字，认为世界是美丽的大花园。相信天才不是天生，而是可以栽培的。只要努力，人人都可以成为天才。

前些日子到一所中学去给同学们演讲，碍于场地不大，同学们于是根据班级分批前来。最后一场讲座，一般上是校内最容易被忽略，却又经常引起大家注意的班级。我照例询问大家的班级，冷不防，一个学生喊道：“我们是最烂的一班！”我愣了一下，问道：“这是你自己认为的，还是谁告诉你的？”

“校长和老师都这样说啦！”、“父母也有这样说啊！”他们七嘴八舌地回答。

我的心沉了下来。“那你自己呢？你自己觉得呢？”我问他，再转向大家问道：“你们呢？你们都怎样看自己呢？”现场一片沉默……

让我说个故事吧！

从前有个大文豪，名叫苏东坡。有一天，他去拜访一个大师。他和大师面对面打坐。半天以后，他对大师说：大师啊，我看您的坐像，就像一坨屎呢！大师微笑地回答他说：施主啊，我看您却像一尊佛呢！苏东坡听了很开心，回家向他的妹妹说起这件事，脸上还沾沾自喜。殊不知，他妹妹听了哈哈大笑说：老哥啊，大师心中有佛，看你也就看到了佛般；而你呢，心中一坨屎，当然看别人就像一坨屎啦！

亲爱的同学们，先不管别人怎么看我们？我们心中如何想，就会成就怎样的我们。我们常说“相由心生”，其实也在强调这一点。

再说一个故事吧！

有一个人失业了很久，到一家公司去面试工作。面试他的老板问他有没有电邮地址？他摇摇头表示没有。对方很瞧不起地说道：“我们公司里连清洗厕所的员工都有电邮地址呢！”很显然，他并没有得到工作。他默默离开那地方。就在他思考自己潦倒失意的生活时，碰巧遇见有人在卖马铃薯。他脑袋一转，买了一大袋的马铃薯。他到底打算做什么呢？莫非是用马铃薯去找那个奚落他的老板，然后用马铃薯丢他泄愤？

不是的，转念只在一线之间。他将马铃薯进行处理，炸成薯条，架起小摊子摆卖起来。小小生意，赚了一点钱，他不只是卖炸薯条了，他同时也炸香蕉饼、鸡翼等零食。日子虽然苦，但毕竟是凭自己的劳力换回了收获。很多很多年以后，他逐渐从一个摆摊子的小贩，成为一个拥有店面的老板，到成为一个拥有多所连锁快餐店的董事经理。

他回想自己的一生，突然觉得当年没有电邮地址，并不见得是耻辱。毕竟那时候的他，如果拥有电邮地址，可能就会成为清洗厕所的员工！根本不可能会成为今天家财万贯的董事经理。

亲爱的同学们，故事说到这里，有没有发现人类的脑袋很奇怪？一念之间，很有可能会改写人的一生！今天的你，抱着怎样的心态去面对自己和你周围的人？你了解自己的兴趣和能力吗？当你的功课“满江红”，你感觉大家都看不起你的时候，你怎样看待自己呢？你是否了解自己功课“满江红”的原因？是因为你根基没有打好，学习障碍愈积愈多？还是因为你其实并不适合注重理论的学术教育，而倾向于注重实务训练的技职教育呢？不管是什么原因，找出来，面对它，然后解决它！不管别人怎样看待你，最重要的是你怎么看待你自己。

你的心想什么，你就会成为什么。你的态度、观念正确，你依然有美好的明天。谁是最烂的一班？答案由你（们）自己决定。

亲爱的同学们，祝你们成为最灿烂的一班，拥有最灿烂的青春年华！

重 伤

就让记忆回到那天的 那个梦

再活一遍那段过去的 两分钟

一个人低头 一个人祈求 太空洞

我还不相信 我不相信 连梦都是空

爱那么伤 伤那么重 

我不想 我不懂

天那么蓝 心那么痛 我承受

你那么走 走那么久 

走遍放纵的自由

梦那么长 手那么空 谁在乎

你会不会放下这负累 自由飞

走了不要追 周围呼吸都不对 无所谓

一个人低头 一个祈求 太沉重

我还要答案 我还要习惯 好困难

爱那么伤 那么久 我不懂

心那么冷那么痛 我承受

【Monday 18/07/2011】

the gift arh...
as the car in the shaking...
so that, my painted sand was chaos....
FUCK...want to do it again...


sometime...i was asked myself...
why you be here?
in order life for what?
i have a dream...
i want to buy down a house...
the house is has KTV room, cinema room, etc...
i know i'm greed...
but this was the reason why i want to read more book...


in the society, a large number of occupation for you to choose...
which job you are have interest?
do you have the qualification??
now i'm sluggish to make more friends...
i tiredness...
i scare i will change my sexual orientation...
as now i didn't have any interest for female...
straight → homosexual...
^$@$@#%

【Thursday 14/07/2011】

finally i get the national service...

i not know about that is a happiness beginning or what...

as i want to get it...

my cousin was said that national service is the most cozy place...

first you will feel alone...but after you will feel better...

she recommend me to go...

but i have one condition...that is i want to be the first...

the year have Chinese New Year...

so has many days for holiday...

【Sunday 10/07/2011】

today i went to Xiao Shi home to do homework...
i want to complete my Sejarah essay in today...
but Shong Hoa was want to dinner...
so i must go back early...
as i need Shong Hao to brought me back...
last 3 chapters i want to done in today...
but suddenly Terrence was call me...
he asked we to played Badminton...
i not want go...
i was forced...
he just said that...just play...
but he didn't talk me about eat...
so i didn't bring money...


i had forced Terrence to teach me drive...
i'm scare...though there was not car pass...
this time is my first time drive...
informal studies...


they said want to eat...
WTF...i didn't bring my money....
how ?!
furthermore...i want to complete my Sejarah essays first...
only 3 chapters to complete....

【Sunday 03/07/2011】

yesterday...me, alvin, jason, shusi, abel went to swimming...
but after that...constance and clarence also attended...
we were play as mad as a hatter...
i not know how to swim...
i always study...
but i still can't swim freely...
there had invited female friends...
that day had run for ''Larian One Malaysia''


when we finish...
we were went to bath...
the female place was fitment...
so that...they were go to male place to bath...
waliao...when they were in...
i was bathing...


today we had went to Xiao Shi's home...
we were doing home work...
but we were chating...
i just finish a essay only...
i still have a essay haven't done...