not have people believe me...
why...i have do anything for reduce reliability?
is that they change?
not...i had a feeling...
i'm changing...thought...behavior...communication...
i knew it...
sometimes...i think i'm quite strange...
what i doing...i lost control...
i became more strange...more scheming...
i'm afraid...
this is me??
sometimes i were asked myself...
everyone were grow up with thought, behavior...
but i dislike that...
where are myself hid?
should i searching?
my friend became less...
become alone...lonely...
faster to finish my studies...
i not want to meet they again...
my mind was corroded...
i don't want to make new friends...
what mean of friend?
mutual use....
