i didn't update my blog a long time period since i start my collage life...
busy doing my coursework, assignment, prepare for the examination...
i feel so helpless in collage...
my interpersonal relation is going downward...
before i can group into a group easily...
but now i can't...
i don't have any conversational mode with other...
feel helpless in the world...
i can't feel any warmth even at condo...
i can't stand any longer in the world...
i can't endure any knot
what they given me just was a indefferent...
i can't chat with them...i can't intervention in their topic...
even with my roomate and homemate...
i feel that i just a loaner...a person who can be take advantage...
i can't feel the word "friends"
i really tired...
i don't have any energy to fixxed the gap...
i have been fixxed the gap with the tird mood...
