【Saturday 30/04/2011】

now i'm bankrupt...
i did't work...
my father just finish the operation a few month...
can't to work back...
haiz...why my life always like that...
some people is colourful...
but...we just black and white...
black + white = grey
a grey life...
why i have falls on evil days...
my MSN is block...
the stupid idiot MSN...
one week without MSN...
how long i still continue?
mailto:$@%5E#$%#$%

17/05/2011
the day is start to exam...
what should i do??
i sluggish to make some revision la...
but the exam of the semester 2 all subjects i fail...
though have pass...but the marks is not i want...
i want to take above 80...
it gave me below 50...
i want to take above 60...
it gave me 40...
the thing i know how to do...
but all i was mistake...

【Thusday 28/04/2011】

tomorrow is not tuition^^
i want use the time to clean my computer la...
damn...
ai...sweet yong...
your blog did't invite me lo...
haiz...

famine have 9 people go^^
xiao shi, bei sheng, feng da, xiao pei, bi zheng, jun jie, yong kun, justin and me...
hope the number would increases...
my friend said...Port Dikson also had lo...
but is so far...
now i be vexed...who can take me to...
who can come down to me?
haiz....Janice...you all will die...
i will call your all to whip-round to me^^
but i scare for Justin la...
is he know my friend?
if he felt bored i will self-accusation lo...
as the 6 people only he want to go...
i not know we same group or not lo...
haiz...

【Saturday 23/04/2011】

Friday is exam akaun...
This is the worst...
when i took the paper...
when i saw the paper...
the thing i was falt...
i'm dying...
i felt so grived...
why became like this?
i hate it...

the night i want to ask they to came out...
but.....forget it...
they would said not...
never mind la...
i already habit it...

they ask me again...
i not know want to respond or not...
i still remember the day...
In order to go to cenima, i had be scolded...
they suddely cancel...
i swear...i never let this thing repeat again...

【Wednesday 20/04/2011】

today was not exam...
so less people coming school...
i also not want...
but si Alvin was ask me to come...
he said had something to tell me...
Fucker...
the thing want to tell me is want me to teach he account...
WTF...
better than i sleep in home...
fucker...

morning was raining...
wa...is a nice day...
when i had tuition...
about 4.20p.m...
storm would came...
the strong wind...the raindrops like bean...
three consecutive hours...
my tuition central was flood...
however,i was happy...
but the water was dirty....
i hate the dirty water...

【Sunday 17/04/2011】

现在的我已经丧失了微笑...
why would be like that?
somebody can make me happy?
somebody can make me smile?
i just want a normal life...
a normal home...
i did't ask for anything else...
this father i not wnat...
i hate he...
i still remember the thing he made me felt so awkward...
compel me to wrote a word in the small check...
do you know...the time how age for me?
i just is a grade two only...
he was blame me...
my word is ugly...
always repeat the same word...
two face of paper...
all my word...
this had nick in my heart...
this had be my shadows...
a negative shadowsssssssssssss...

【Friday 15/04/2011】

not have people believe me...
why...i have do anything for reduce reliability?
is that they change?
not...i had a feeling...
i'm changing...thought...behavior...communication...
i knew it...
sometimes...i think i'm quite strange...
what i doing...i lost control...
i became more strange...more scheming...
i'm afraid...
this is me??
sometimes i were asked myself...
everyone were grow up with thought, behavior...
but i dislike that...
where are myself hid?
should i searching?
my friend became less...
become alone...lonely...
faster to finish my studies...
i not want to meet they again...
my mind was corroded...
i don't want to make new friends...
what mean of friend?
mutual use....

【Thursday 14/04/2011】

today was examination...
the subject History...
Fuck...
some question of the paper one i knew done...
but...95%of the questions i not know the answer arh...
the worst is in the paper two...
the thing i had read...it did't came out...
it just came out the thing i did't read...
FUCK...especially Essay...
i did't do it all...
i can't score my Sejarah...
so that i want to score my Moral...
the Definisi of the 12 nilai i had remember...
hope it useful to...

today is the last day competition of the Rugby...
today is the finals...my school VS XX school...
we haven't exam...
because we were give up the Sejarah and we watch the live show...
finally our school win in the competition...
aiyo...Monday has weekly assembly...
the principal must be talkative...
we all were hail when they win...

after that we all were surround and take some riddle...
i have a riddle is very funny...
we had lie two people already...
hahahaha....

【Friday 09/04/2011】

today is tuition BM and Account on 5.30p.m...
i watched anime until 5p.m...
the time my mum is want me to wait the uncle...
about 5.10p.m i was go to downstairs...
the time minute past...
about 5.20 i was sent messages to ask my friends...
but uncle did't came to fetch me...
wait wait wait...
fucker...above 5.30p.m he did't come...
the time i was angry...
if i late...why i sitll want go to tuition...
i already waste my time in there...
how could i follow it...

the time i want to toilet...
the stupid guy is said about 5 minutes come to fetch me...
so that i did't go anywhere until the van came...
5 minutes X 3 = 15 minutes
wakao...6.00p.m he came to picked me up...
FUCK...
when arrived tuition central...
already 6.10 p.m...
wakao...i don't want to tuition la...
the fucker driver is late came to fetch people...
i want to complaints...
you know before i did't scold coarse...
when i join into the tuition central...
i became irritable...
it all is cause by you all...

today was my last time go to cinema...

because i was promies to my mum...

this time is my last time went to cinema...

she is said...

don't waste the money in there...

whay can i do...

now i'm using my mum money...

if she did't gave...

a whole day my stomach was empty...

i must treasures it...

and storages in my memories...

"The Ghost Must Be Crazy"

first part is about the army...

the first part is the most laughable...

i can't stop my mouth to laugh...

because it is true...

after that me and terrance went to toilet...

when arrive toilet...

i want for another room left...

suddenly...i was saw two bays were go out in the same room..

diu...two boys...

in the toilet...

same room...

what would do?

we dont know^^

"The Ghost Must Be Crazy"

part two...

this is bore...

a litter laughable...

but did't likes some the part one...

i'm tired to saw it...

what i feeling...is sleep...

it have two part...

【Thursday 7/04/2011】

yesterday i was extract a tooth in school...
the day i want go to toilet...
i wait for the bell tone rings...
but suddenly i had hear my name indistinct...
they were said...dentists are found us...
oh...finaly i can go to toilet^^
when i reached where dentist is said that...
you all want to extract a tooth...
holy shit...
Bee Yan is the people who afraid...
that is also my felt...
i ask my friend...he was said...
they would injected anaesthetic...
you know how long the needle...
it is about 5 cm...and the cylinder is about 10 cm...
wakao...only saw the length...
i began to fear...
when i saw my friend is cried...
i was felt that it will pass soon...
the dentist was injected first...
i did't felt any pain...
second injected i was felt a little pain...
when she want to injected third...
Ko Long was came to harass me...
i began to nervous...
ache...
we rest a few time...
when she taked out the instrument...
i was intension...
i tried to control myself...
when she is extract...
i was falt easiness...
the other class is came to ask my...
pain or not??
my answer is...
of course la...who inject did't felt pain?
but actually i did't felt any pain on the exelcymosis...
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【Tuesday 05/04/2011】

today has Ujian Sega...
so many people would absent...
especially is me^^
all from 5 lo...
how could do it??

i not want to tuition....
so many homework arh...
i will be crazy...
why want to exam??
i hate exam...
now i stop tuition Physics...
i'm struggle a long time...
i not want to waste my mum money...
even i can't exam this both subjects...

【Saturday 02/04/2011】

i hate they all...
especially my father...
my father than others special...
due to he has some problem in mind...
like a 3-year-old kid...
Completely irrational...
i hate the guy...
self-important,self-centre...
think oneself is great...
pui...who want be friend with you...
bad-tempered...show-off...
certainly one day you will spent all your money...
however you have a piece of land...
when you want to buy it...
i'm with you guarantee...
you must be swindled...
even he is your nephew...
you want to buy the home?
okay...you go to buy la...
my mother,my sister and me will not go...
we still health...
we don't like you...take you own life to joke...
the house is near the power plant...
it would cause temper worse...
serious point can lead to cancer...
do you know how old are you?
almost retire...
it mean you would be came weak...
how does you fight it...
how does you take a joke with your health...

you want to die...i don't care...
anyway, you don't take me for your children...
why do i put you dad...

now Sister and Mum both have hypertention...
if you harm them into hospital...
i swear...i will never again disown you this man to be my father...

【Friday 01/04/2011】

Today is April Fool...
but i did't have teasing my friends...
arh...i had do it...
i lying they...is about today History class was cancel...
but they are so cute...
they believe me, a little suspect also not...
i don't know what i should be pleased or guilt...
but i just have a felling...
it is the achievability...
as i have teased they^^

Realisasi...
i were like the akaun...
but it was past...
what should i do...
let it fail...
and my BM...

today i have tuition Sejarah...
i have prepare all the thing, downstairs waiting the car...
10 minutes ago...clockwise has point to five thirty...
he haven't came...
after, Wei Xin is call me and asked me...
"uncle have come to picked you up?"
waliao...now they already started to teaching...
now just to ask me??
uncle now come to fetch you yet...
don't need yet...

now i want to change tuition centre...
though they are good in the academy...
but every time i was missing in the traffic list...
last week also is same...
now i don't believe Bayu...
Waste my before such trust...